I understand, CR.
I think that when you play a bunch of games at once, or a lot of games in a row...you eventually start to feel like Subterfuge is just another responsibility - something you NEED to do, instead of something you WANT to do. I know that happens to me.
"No man chooses evil because it is evil; he only mistakes it for happiness, the good he seeks."
-- Mary Wollstonecraft